There are times when my mind wanders, and I find myself lost in thoughts, times when I feel depressed and hurt.
To be honest I still haven’t healed from the disappointments and set back I have experienced. I have learnt to bury them deep inside.
I talk a lot about hope, I do this to help people who are having a hard time to get through their difficulties. The truth is most times I try to convince myself that things will get better.
Those with the biggest smiles always cover up their fears and insecurities.
At times, I just want to lay in bed and remain there for the whole day and stay deep in my thoughts.
I realize that staying in pain and hurt doesn’t make things better, rather it makes me feel worst that I already was.
What really gets me in the morning is knowing that God is far bigger than whatever pain I go through. God picks me up at my worst when I am at my lowest point, when it seems like life has totally given up on me, when I can no longer pick myself up, when i feel like nobody wants me around, but the good news is that despite all that I have been through, at the right moment God uplifted me.
Deuteronomy 31:6 says;
Be strong and of good courage, fear not, not be afraid of them; for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee, he will not fail thee, not forsake thee.
Therefore, I stand before God bearing my heart & soul completely exposed, giving my all to him, commiting my flaws, fears and insecurities to God, because at the end of the day, he will declare me strong, spotless, justified, beautiful, fruitful and righteous.
To everyone out there struggling in one way or the other, know that you are not alone. You don’t have to fight or worry alone, all you have to do is reach out and see how your life changes from being complicated to being complete with Christ.
I choose to be happy!!!
Loads of love.
Till next time…